Bad Day Today
The title says it all. I had a terribly bad day today that I even cried. Yes, I cried. I'll tell you about it, to lash anger out too.
Today, my school had Athletics. I wanted try and I got a spot for Shot Put. Since my event is near the end, I had a lot of time to watch people compete. When I went into the Athletics, I only wanted to gain points for my school. But, after I watching so much people play, I got another goal. I wanted a ribbon. Even if it's last place ribbon. I got jealous of the people and yes, I did admit it and I really wanted a ribbon myself. I warmed up so much, bringing my hopes up so high that I would get at least something. It was finally my event. I couldn't wait. I pushed my Shot Put when it was my turn but in the end? I only got four meters. I didn't even get close to a ribbon and Shot Put was my only event. No more chances for me to get a ribbon. This was my last year in Primary. My hopes were crushed. I just wanted a mere ribbon to show to my Mum that I at least could do something. Even if it's last place. I will have at least a souvenir. Just a simple ribbon. All I needed but in the end I came home depressed.
It's not my fault that I can't go into any running events. If my leg weren't to hurt when I ran when I was grade three, I could have been pretty fast but too bad. My leg had to hurt every single time. My leg no longer hurts but that doesn't mean I can run fast. I din't want to cry in front of the people from my class. Even though the boys in my class won't tease me, since the whole class has a tight relationship, I don't want to be show everyone my weak side. I came home and I cried. I couldn't stop. Just a ribbon. That's all. I should've known not to raise my hopes up too high. Because when I fall, it will really hurt. I would never think to steal someone else's ribbon. I wanted a ribbon that I could earn myself. Earned with all the efforts. If someone were to give me a ribbon, I would never accept it. They earned it while I didn't.
I was so jealous of everyone. Some people got three, four, five, six ribbons while I got nothing. But I am happy that I got to meet Mr. Kean. He was my teacher when I was in grade three and he taught very well and was humorous. Just that, he went to another school to teach. Seriously, I'm not really an Athletics person myself. I like to play sport but not Athletics. I play Soccer every recess and lunch. That is a total of one and a half hours a day. In Netball, I'm good at the position of Center, which runs around a lot. But I managed it.
Sorry about making this rant really boring. Good thing is, I have managed to learn how to make GIFs'. Maybe I can open a request thing to make GIFs'. I made one and can be found at the 'Affiliates
' page. These days, I am trying to make a decent layout, make a post achieve and complete editing my fanfic. I've still got along way to go. I'm watching Hana Kimi now and I would like to share it with you if you haven't watched it. Don't worry, it has Eng Subs. SUBLimes
is where you can get it. I guess I have nothing else to say. I'm sure I do.
I just checked through the affies and had to remove some as they closed down. I don't mind. It's just making more room for my affies. On occasions, I just visit my affies to see if they are doing well and remove them if necessary. I guess this is all. Just a note: 'chao, ban!' mean 'hello friend' in Vietnamese. And 'xin chao ban' means just the same.
Xin chao ban!
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